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Wowwwww!!!

it's been months already >.<

i didn't update here!! since 8 Feb??....

lol ohh

what were i doing......
what i have done.....

well, it's been good and also not good =P

sick, blue, sad, cry, love, hurt, happy.

talking about sick. maybe just like that my body is always weak.... couldn't work hard or do something that hard. haiz.. i'm trying to work out though.... =P

now it's kinda bad in my country... Red shirts... whatever, i don't know and i have no idea (or pretending to not know bcuz it doesn't make sense) what they are doing for, but what i know and see now is .... they are making things worst. i know that some came because of money and some just do it because of their own desire.
But this is a country. why does it need to change just because of some people wanna change it?
stupid...
i'm gotta pray for them if they stop doing those stupid stuff.. it's shit, isn't it? =(

no wonder if our earth gotta bomb....

and i have been hurt for a while... yeah, i got a lesson about love. but ... was it love??? confusing.....

guess what..
i'm not a person that following guy as long as i could feel he loves me. but what if you sense that you gotta lose something??? if you smell that he doesn't love you anymore...yes, because i felt that. so i was trying to be silly lol
but you know, being silly is not good. i thought i loved him. but now i could realize thing kinda much since i left that circle. what can i say??? circle of love?? circle of blind?? i think, a second one. =)
now my eyes are blight. i have been so suffer. i didn't feel hungry.. so i didn't eat...till people around me, do really care about me. i just told them that i was on diet. lol

i can be so care to some people.
but i can be so cold to some people also.

just a guy, it's not a world of mine.
i love my life.
i love what i do everyday,
i love my way,
i love what my parent teach me(they did it well, but i just couldn't do everything they touch).
and i also love to follow my heart too. ^^

Even i have been so suffer. yet i think love is not that bad.
when things go. let it go~~ just do not serious much about it =D
see what, my sign changed lol drew it on a paper

annie.