Saturday, October 22, 2011

Tired

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I'm so tired ... Wanna tell the world that I'm already tired.....

blame no one
blame no thing
But I'm tired

Every time I wanna give up about what I'm doing but I never could. I'm just really tired.

Will anyone listen to this little tiring voice?

No, I'm not gonna give up but I just wanna tell someone. Someone understanding.

Will I feel better if I cry?

Annie

Friday, October 21, 2011

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

What a dizzy fun’s day!

ahemm…..

ermmm… hello~…………………=.=;;

ahem ahemm ahemm!!….

HI HI HI HI HI !!!..

oh what lol … i feel kinda awkward didn’t update here for a long while (really) but why do i need to feel so, since nobody comes and reads here lol… (*´ο`*)=3

but whatever… who cares?!?!  (i’m care actually lol)

since i always used here to complain about my super simple life, when i went to others’ blog and see what they updated ,such as, where have they been~~ travelling~  and some other make sense stories made me feel like oh… why i’m such a kid lol i just always complained here lol kinda nonsense………….and boring……………....

but since nobody read it. it doesn’t mater then (*≧▽≦)

just for myself when the years passed by in the future, i back and read here, to make me smile or to make me realize something i might forgot. that’s really enough for me p(*^-^*)q

actually i started blogging because of wanting to practise my english and telling about my life. is my english better?! and is my life better??! i don’t know (゚.゚*?) i’m normally not good at expressing my thought by word. i was kinda hate essay when i was in school. i’m really not good at making an article. i couldn’t arrange the stories to write down lol actually i just wrote whatsoever that popped up to my head ( ゚▽゚) so i think, since i can’t make it smoothy then it’s  better to make it fun… right???  yet i wrote in english which is not my mother language lol… what a fun in the world then HAHAA i guess my blog is the most found incorrect english’s grammars among other blogs lol please excuse me then m(_ _)m

so what i’m gotta write(complain) down today?

is it better i mention about my now status first? no need to answer, i’m gotta do it though.

Status : Single , Poor

Energy : 45/100status-energy

Brain working : 20/100brain-working

Experience : 36/100ex

Yes. that’s it lol (gotta add more only if my brain will more work, you can see it from the “Brain working” status. it’s working only 20% now, that’s why lol)

Well… no need to mind about that chart =.= (though it’s true lol)

 

LET’s focus about the title of today’s blog. Why is it the dizzy fun’s day?

it’s about last weekend, Sunday. My two friend of girls and I were planning to hang out together, to have ramen, ice-cream, cake, shopping blah blah blah so i were gotta go to a far place from my home to there with another friend that living around my home. i thought we have planned well. so that i also asked a japanese friend who live around ramen restaurant to have lunch together with us.

the night before Sunday. i stayed up really really really lateeeee like 3 am something and woke up like 7 am something. yet i couldn’t sleep well… in 4 hours from 3 am to 7 am. it was like i kept awaking all the time!!! shit.

it’s been like this since few days ago. so i didn’t wake up in the good mood … well you know it. the feeling of sleeping less. it’s mixing. DIZZY, BLUR BRAIN, BLUR EYES, HUNGRY BUT DON’T WANNA EAT, HUNDRED OF BUTTERFLIES IN STOMACHE, WANTING TO VOMIT, WEAK WEAK WEAK…. but i have appointmented with a friend to go together at 9 am. and since i have said and promised, i really never break or just eat my words. i’m just gotta go in time.

hurried dressing up myself, didn’t remember if i had breakfast. just got off with the zombie mode, also didn’t forget to bring a pair of sunglasses to hide my panda eyes. And went to the ramen restaurant with a friend.

and again… the air bus was so FREAKING COLD!!

when got off the bus…. the weather outside was so FREAKING HOT!!!

i thought i was gonna die…. i was dying actually =_=.. kept telling my friend if she wanted to talk something to me and i won’t replied but only nod my head. we continued on the sky train (which was also f_cking cold) which gotta reach the place we have appointmented. we called another girl friend to tell her that we’re gotta be there soon but what we heard from her was…. SHE COULDN’T COME………..

in my head was like [what the f_ck?, i’m now on the sky trian and gotta be there soon and YOU just tell us now that you can’t come???! we are coming here because you planned it!! i’m coming too far with this f_cking bad situation!!! and i didn’t dare even to cancle in the nearly time like this!!! but shit.. you cancled it when we are in 3 minutes reaching there…you should have told us since yesterday… *&%*!$!#!#] 

no….. i didn’t said those lol they all words were just running only in my head lol i really never dare to say something like that to my friend lol i didn’t have enough energy to be angry actually. i just told the friend who was with me that we will just continue the plan since we had a meeting with another japanese friend there and told her it’s gonna be fun today no mater what. So we continued our plan. While we were in the restaurant with the japanese friend to have ramen… ermm....it’s better i call his name? well, Hiromi is his name. It’s wierded i was wearing sunglasses in the restaurant lol Hiromi said he was drunk lastnight and just woke up. i thought he’s kinda be in the same condition with me. we spoke english but another friend of mine can’t speak enlgish. And i totally couldn’t communicate well…. dizzy yet wanna vomit all the time, yet worried about the sunglasses gotta fall down (shit sunglasses lol) which it might show my panda eyes. i felt like that i was talking shit lol nonsense things blah blah blah lol after ramen, we went on to have a talk at starbacks, it was fun though.( i guessed it was) i was kinda bit refreshing there.

and after…. we leave there (hiromi back to sleep maybe?) came back around our place. my friend asked if i could handle it my bad condition, and i thought it’s ok to be continue, so we went a nice place around our homeeeeee (DO NOT NEED TO GO TOO FAR AT ALL!) colorful~ many shops~ many restaurants~ ice-cream~  i really like the place <3  and we finally ended up with starbucks again haha why starbucks again??! because there’s the second floor and it’s opened air yet it’s gonna be dark soon…. so we got up on there and chilled out …Wooooh it was really ROMANTIC~~~~~ lightly wind~ nice weather in the evening~ viewing people down on the ground~~~~ nice soft music~~~ nice choco drink and banoffee pie \(o ̄∇ ̄o)/ yummy yummy~  yet talking chill with friend~~ but it would be the best if i had a good condition lol anyway.. it was really a nice day there (even i almost faint 57  for whole day haha)

Phewww~~~~~

guess what, now i’m still dizzy lol…. yes, like what it said in my status… brain working 20% lol

well, so here the photos of the day (sunday’s)

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was trying to take the photo by the iPad…  the problem was.. it’s hard to press the shutter = =”

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Hiromi and my lovely friend. i didn’t ask their permit to upload their photos yet lol…. don’t know neither if they’re gonna scold me >.< but what if i will never tell them wuahahaha!

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The zombie girl that i mentioned 62lol she looks fine right? actually not :D

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I had no idea why i was so in love with this statue 50

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still poking around this statue hahaha if i could clime to sit on its neck, i would!!

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also my friend and Hiromi, play with it lol…. (i kinda forced them to take the photo though lol) why are their photos small?? of cause.. it’s not their blog. it’s mine LOL

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Another place i went :D The Circle Ratchapruek

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many photos =.=;

well, that’s all what i said it was fun!

it’s really long update for today lol…  for that i didn’t update for long time ~

i will try to update here often anyway :)

if any of you(?) have read till here …… please let me know who you are… i would really appreciate someone who have finsihed reading my blog!!!

and let’s be friend!! <333 send me mail, msn, skype, facebook as they’re shown on my blog’s profile :D  or just comment here is still okay~~

alright, i’m done for today!

Good luck

Ps. i stole some emoticons from mixi.jp lol

Ps2. Thanks for reading ^^

annie.

It is so nice the Blogger app released

Now I'm trying for the first test to post via Blogger application via my iPad. If it's work well. That would be really awesome!!! (too bad, no HD ver. For iPad :/ )

Annie <3